Hello world, today has been alright.  I had the hopes of spending time with what did I call her...Katie?  But its almost 10 and I don't think its going to happen, but such is life right??  I need to start figuring out something constructive to do.  I heard a great quote by Bill Cosby today "Don't talk yourself into not being you, at any time!"  I have learned with dating is to be yourself, all of the good things and all of the bad things.  Don't try and be anyone else.  If someone doesn't like you for who you are then sad them.  Dr. Seuss said something along the lines of, be who you are and say what you feel because those that mind don't matter and those that matter don't mind.  I want a spouse who doesn't mind me.  I have a great friend named Allison Hazzard, hopefully I will be able to visit her in Logan again before I start school again.  I can't wait to leave Rexburg, Its a great place and all but I want a change, I want to go and meet new people, try new things, and hopefully find a spouse in the process.  The way things are going with Katie, I don't think anything will happen.  She doesn't seem to make much of an effort to spend time with me.  I try to spend time with her but its just exhausting when she doesn't reciprocate trying to spend time with me.  I am thinking about moving for a while, just for a change.  Just keep swimming right?