I don't really belive in Blogs, but its kind of like a journal

I woke up this morning, not even remembering my alarm going off.  What can I expect when I have soft piano music playing as my alarm.  I just don’t want to be scared and already have my heart beating 85 times a minute right after waking up.  Well, because I didn’t hear my alarm, I woke up to my roommates alarm and my heart beating 85 times per minute.  I stiffened up, trying to be aware of what was happening, soon after I realized what happened, I laid back down. I start thinking about last night, I went to a stake dance and my friend Hannah came over.  Suddenly my roommates alarm starts blaring again, I pop back up with my heart beating rapidly.  Feeling annoyed I sit up and not bother with trying to go back to sleep.  I really rarely sleep well, I remember waking up several times last night, I need to start working out on a regular basis. I start to get ready for the day, going through the routine.  I take a shower, dress myself, eat and start to read my scriptures.  This morning I actually never got to my scriptures, I read my patriarchal blessing.  A few things stood out, maybe because they are underlined or maybe because I know they are things I need to work on.  One that always hits me is keeping journal, I have such a difficult time writing for long periods of time.  I think I am going to start typing it up on a computer and when I feel like it just post it to a blog for people to see how weird I am.  I look at the time and my first class starts in 15 minutes, its econ.  I like econ but my teacher really likes to lecture.  I think he is kind of boring most of the time.  As I leave for school, I see so much of the snow melting walking on an occasional slick spot.  I like to ride my bike around, I hope the snow and Ice melts soon, I have a bad habit of being accident prone.  I fell on my bike pretty bad, so I will be patient and wait til the snow melts.  While walking I love the feel of the hard ground under my feet.  I hate the sound of crunching snow, it goes back to walking many hours outside back in Canada, which wasn’t always fun.  It also means that summer is coming soon.  Life is so crazy right now, I am thinking about double majoring, in Accounting and Business Management.  I enjoy accounting but its difficult. My friends are leaving and coming home from missions, its hard.  I am tired of writing. Econ ends soon. :)

“In your life there have to be challenges. They will either bring you closer to God and therefore make you stronger, or they can destroy you. But you make the decision of which road you take.”  Elder Busche, F. Enzio